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When I Heard the Learn'd Astronomer When I heard the learn'd astronomer, |
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Beat! beat! drums!—blow! bugles!
blow! 1861 |
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I hear America singing, the
varied carols I hear,
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O CAPTAIN! my Captain! our fearful
trip is done; |
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But O heart! heart! heart! |
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O the bleeding drops of red, |
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Where on the deck my Captain lies, |
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Fallen cold and dead. |
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O Captain! my Captain! rise up and hear the bells; |
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Rise up—for you the flag is flung—for you the bugle trills; |
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For you bouquets and ribbon’d wreaths—for you the shores a-crowding; |
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For you they call, the swaying mass, their eager faces turning; |
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Here Captain! dear father! |
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This arm beneath your head; |
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It is some dream that on the deck, |
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You’ve fallen cold and dead. |
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My Captain does not answer, his lips are pale and still; |
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My father does not feel my arm, he has no pulse nor will; |
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The ship is anchor’d safe and sound, its voyage closed and done; |
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From fearful trip, the victor ship, comes in with object won; |
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Exult, O shores, and ring, O bells! |
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But I, with mournful tread, |
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Walk the deck my Captain lies, |
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Fallen cold and dead. |
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An old man bending, I come, among new faces, |
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Years looking backward, resuming, in answer to children, |
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Come tell us, old man, as from young men and maidens that love me; |
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(Arous'd and angry, I'd thought to beat the alarum, and urge relentless war, |
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but soon my fingers fail'd me, my face droop'd and I resign'd myself, |
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To sit by the wounded and soothe them, or silently watch the dead;) |
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Years hence of these scenes, of these furious passions, these chances, |
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Of unsurpass’d heroes, (was one side so brave? the other was equally brave;) |
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Now be witness again—paint the mightiest armies of earth; |
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Of those armies so rapid, so wondrous, what saw you to tell us? |
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What stays with you latest and deepest? of curious panics, |
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Of hard-fought engagements, or sieges tremendous, what deepest remains? |
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O maidens and young men I love, and that love me, |
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What you ask of my days, those the strangest and sudden your talking recalls; |
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Soldier alert I arrive, after a long march, cover’d with sweat and dust; |
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In the nick of time I come, plunge in the fight, loudly shout in the rush of successful charge; |
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Enter the captur’d works.... yet lo! like a swift-running river, they fade; |
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Pass and are gone, they fade—I dwell not on soldiers’ perils or soldiers’ joys; |
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(Both I remember well—many the hardships, few the joys, yet I was content.) |
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But in silence, in dreams’ projections, |
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While the world of gain and appearance and mirth goes on, |
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So soon what is over forgotten, and waves wash the imprints off the sand, |
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With hinged knees returning, I enter the doors—(while for you up there, |
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Whoever you are, follow me without noise, and be of strong heart.) |
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Bearing the bandages, water and sponge, |
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Straight and swift to my wounded I go, |
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Where they lie on the ground, after the battle brought in; |
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Where their priceless blood reddens the grass, the ground; |
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Or to the rows of the hospital tent, or under the roof’d hospital; |
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To the long rows of cots, up and down, each side, I return; |
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To each and all, one after another, I draw near—not one do I miss; |
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An attendant follows, holding a tray—he carries a refuse pail, |
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Soon to be fill’d with clotted rags and blood, emptied and fill’d again. |
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I onward go, I stop, |
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With hinged knees and steady hand, to dress wounds; |
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I am firm with each—the pangs are sharp, yet unavoidable; |
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One turns to me his appealing eyes—(poor boy! I never knew you, |
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Yet I think I could not refuse this moment to die for you, if that would save you.) |
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On, on I go!—(open doors of time! open hospital doors!) |
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The crush’d head I dress, (poor crazed hand, tear not the bandage away;) |
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The neck of the cavalry-man, with the bullet through and through, I examine; |
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Hard the breathing rattles, quite glazed already the eye, yet life struggles hard; |
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(Come, sweet death! be persuaded, O beautiful death! |
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In mercy come quickly.) |
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From the stump of the arm, the amputated hand, |
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I undo the clotted lint, remove the slough, wash off the matter and blood; |
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Back on his pillow the soldier bends, with curv’d neck, and side-falling head; |
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His eyes are closed, his face is pale, he dares not look on the bloody stump, |
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And has not yet look’d on it. |
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I dress a wound in the side, deep, deep; |
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But a day or two more—for see, the frame all wasted already, and sinking, |
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And the yellow-blue countenance see. |
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I dress the perforated shoulder, the foot with the bullet wound, |
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Cleanse the one with a gnawing and putrid gangrene, so sickening, so offensive, |
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While the attendant stands behind aside me, holding the tray and pail. |
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I am faithful, I do not give out; |
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The fractur’d thigh, the knee, the wound in the abdomen, |
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These and more I dress with impassive hand, (yet deep in my breast a fire, a burning flame.) |
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Thus in silence, in dreams’ projections, |
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Returning, resuming, I thread my way through the hospitals; |
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The hurt and wounded I pacify with soothing hand, |
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I sit by the restless all the dark night—some are so young; |
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Some suffer so much—I recall the experience sweet and sad; |
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(Many a soldier’s loving arms about this neck have cross’d and rested, |
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Many a soldier’s kiss dwells on these bearded lips.) |